Feelings

The feelings I have
are feelings that can never be
the hopes and dreams
of being a you and me
to try to hide them
may mean certain doom
what shall I do
what shall I say
you and I have grown so close
we have talked about children
and named them both
my futures a mirror
that only I can see
a decision lies
in the depth of me
to let things be
would make me feel bad
but to totally lose you
would be even more sad
you are my close friend
so I choose to stay
our friendship can only grow
with every single day